Come at me nice Skittle! The butterfly wings will save us all! Manifest4me
Right now I'm just sitting, praying, and waiting for the bit of water dripping from her lip. Sitting, prayin.
sittin, prayin.
I made a giant tiki mask and stood behind it Czechin around.
Instead of dying from abandoning reason, I did good things that have saved me when I couldn't handle the death I blamed on myself, I made myself a target and risked my life to protect some young up and comers from being exposed to hard drugs, that is between me and God. I try not to fall in, when I see his great design, I stay focused on, and I walk that line or they'll do it all another time. I can win, but when I do, they say I followed the trend. It tightened my ass to speak to the saint, but dont let him find out. He told me "It was time to bleed or I wouldnt survive the wind, I can see it crawling in your skin." So I let my loved ones in to make them my friends, but they think I'm damaged becuase of a small symptom of the horrible guilt that came and went. They don't see the whole picture, it seems, and make meaningless, forgotten, things blown out of proportion.
Is something keeping you from enlightened peace? Do you know if there is something in your way? Let it fall from those higher thoughts you don't listen to often. Let the child in your heart be filled with innocence and forgive yourself for your faults because you don't have any. Be done with those expectations of yourself. Be impressed by your abilities to overcome your own adversity. Ending the fight that is going on inside you will harness your powers of manifestation. You will have everything you want. I didn't take any pictures of my masks but I made 3, after I left Durango. One was a giant tiki mask. One white iron Man mask that I just painted the word HATE on the forehead in yellow. One was the bottom of a palm tree branch, which forms a V, and I attached some kind of wonderful, twiggy branches to it, like energy coming off of the side of the forehead. The bottom of the v was the chin. People liked them a lot. Everything I did was for you and I will give you the world, I'm coming for you. I've never needed someone and didn't know who before. When I remembered you, I was stoked. Above Durango at the Lake in.. where is that lake? I'll find you again and there is nothing I cont do. I'll do it all for you. You were the most perfect thing . Start thinking of what your wildest dreams are so I know what I have to produce. If I'm lucky enough. What town was that Lake in???
Do winds blow through your hollow chest?
That's because you are the open sky, an endless blue that wont ever feel the Earth quake....
Its a MIRAGE.
Let your preconceived constructs about people evaporate from your mind and try not to overthink the differences between the things that keep us all going forward. Be eager to discover, not quick to define! Realize that everyone is experiencing themselves and trying to be happy in this coexistence. Be a source of love.
Remember when someone attacks you, that it is a side effect of a war they are fighting in desperately. If they hurt us intentionally then they are lost and hurt within themselves. Good and aware people will try to improve or activate the status of your mind. Those who are pulling us all down need our help! Don't get hurt or offended by people, rather, try to activate their love so their empathy will naturally get stronger. If you initiate empathy in someone, there will be nothing more to say to them. Be patient and slow down. Put a beacon up for love which is the only thing that can save us from the evil. Evil is going to turn this world rotten soon if we don't figure out how to save the outcasts. To hell for anyone who impressed anyone? If they are demonizing you don't do anything wonderful because they will punish you for being a good person. Big city living.
She looked at me with a look that said "only he can tame the dragon in my heart!" Then she was gone and I was alone still on the edge of the horizon, cutting diamonds in my eyes whilst shooting laser beams out into space. (Because lasers cut diamonds, geddit?)
I cut the head off a snake so now the body of the snake is attacking me.
Allow me to remain here, even if only to be seized and put to use by the very forefathers who built these deep and hidden passageways. Allow me to walk with them until I become sticky from the oils that burn in their lamps. Grant me this, then, when and if I return, set me ablaze amidst the very tulips to which they claim their own homage, Their disloyalty forever unnoticed and they are unashamed, for here is where they would make you fear the butterfly's wings beating DOWN AIR upon your own face. Allow me to remain here, amist my stench, my mess, my chaos, and my craze so that one day they may leave us and we may forever more-be-rid of them and their great disgrace, and they may go off, forever or more, chastised. For in the end...they stick to their guns like orange peel floating in sangria.
I cut the head off a snake.
The world came to save my life when I was blaming myself for a horrible tragedy. When I noticed the eye on me, I couldn't help but perform and many were moved by my art. I started asking why they turn a blind eye to so much but make me hear about harmless things I've done that people misjudged. I was attacking, I didn't want to be saved. I got Gods attention when I put the eye of the public on this dude who was being a total creep, talking about some young girls at the beach whilst sitting in my truck while I painted. After I announced what he had said to the people around, he took off, and I watched the attention of the public follow him. I had the attention on me because I was going through a very unique and tragic situation where we lost many relatives in the worst way, and the world was keeping me alive because I tried to help and blamed myself when I made things worse. I did many things with the attention on me, and a few people hanging around me panicked when people walking by seemingly knew what we were talking about and commented as they passed on our conversation or my painting I was working on. " Blind eye?" I said, and the world teased back.
I fell in love with a girl a few years younger than me when we were kids and we were together for years. It came with a bad rep, people didn't understand that she chose me, I was one of the guys leaving the younger girls alone, but creeps would come up thinking I would be down to help them get with young girls. In those days I had some unhealthy habits and felt strongly about not negatively influencing others with healthy lifestyles.
I started to have fun with it. I did many paintings and wrote many poems and made some cool masks, one was a tiki mask as tall as me that I would stand behind and look around at people and it was like a spotlight. Most were totally thrilled, others didn't know how to react, a few flipped out and I would turn my mask away. It was so surreal. I developed the giant mask to have fun with the attention of the public.
Those creeps came along and I fed them to the machine that had created itself around me. When they stopped coming, the machine was hungry for more, and took off into the world. That's when Epstein got taken down. Coincidence? Or am I the artist who made those waves? Because that's how I remember it. ( I was being facetious, I know I'm that artist.)
Durango Colorado
I was in Durango Colorado and there was this homeless camp up a hill right by town. I got jumped at that camp so they weren't the nice sort. One night I saw some girls that looked like freshmen in highschool, walk by my truck and up toward the camp.
They were totally beaming, seemed high as kites. The next day I went to the center of town and screamed about it, whatever happened, I made it happen. Then my ex girlfriend wanted me to come back and I came running, it totally sabotaged my art career because I was going to do a mural in town and had spoken to the local gallery and they said to bring by a painting, but my work wasn't ready in those days anyways. I spent the night in jail one night and the cops switched my shirt out with the same one that the lizard is wearing in the movie Rango. When I realized, I was hysterical. How cool is that?
Don't listen to the demons in the world or they will destroy your karma. I'll never think those people know anything about anyone. I'll never get to experience faith in any information I hear out there because what has been said about me is so drastically sick and far from truth. How are these brainwashed ones comfortable treating me some negative type of way? If they don't absolutely respect me then they don't know anything about me. It's hard not to laugh at them because they are so cocky yet believing things that are nonsensical. When we are all old people they will want to die for the way they looked at me and probably many others. We will all be out of reach being blessed because we didn't judge people off of what we didnt experience with them. Sometimes "the hype", is pure evil. This is a karmic war. Don't enslave yourself with hate. SEE people..
Bring them in! Down under the mask where we can smell their breath!
Who are we destroying right now for experiencing what everyone experiences in life? Gazlighting? God forbid you all harass someone about his state of being then find out something terrible and completely specific to them happened that you couldn't even imagine.
Show some love to those on the outs. We never know what brought people to where they are at. Love people and find things out for yourself. Sometimes people get demonized aggressively because they introduced growth to a situation that was already in place. TAKE THE GROWTH!!
I appreciate them but don't have the ability to hear those words. I'll never be conditioned. Too much horrible death attached for me. They are wrong.
Honest eyes wide awake and open speak the words seldom spoken. While useless quips fall endlessly from bitter lips and leave your heart broken
What is really controlling our gut feelings? Or perhaps whom? It's obviously our minds subconscious thoughts, or is there more to it? The Collective?
Can't you see these arrows in my back? Or is it daggers in my heart? I trembled when they struck, but still held afew punches. Now my hands tremble with the agonizing power of pain and death. Who would do us like this? Those who are lost need to be shown the way to love.
Some are movers and shakers, some are relaxed and stay put. I have a purpose doing my thing, but things are on stand still right now, get
Cutting diamonds in my eyes whilst shooting laser beams out into space.
Belly bruised and dripping with spirit, I found something simply because I could hear it. Belly up with an eyfull of sand, I found my legs on the beach but they wouldn't stand.
Soon I'm going to do another tour, healing the world!
People will stutter when they speak of my juice, trying to talk while they hang in their noose
mI'm I
